I never stay up late because it always left me so tired in the morning but lately I find I cant turn off my brain unless playing video games or watching TV. So what I do is playing Pokemon (we will discuss that another day) on the DS or watch TV till I’m at the point of off practically sleep walking. And then I sleep. Past, present and future keep bugging me and I don’t know what to do but its not all bad its just different.

On a more positive note, 5 years ago I met a wonderful woman on a pirate ship, we have had our ups and down but we love each other very much still to this day, (if only she had trouble sleeping I wouldn’t be so bored so late at night). If I think back at why I built a pirate ship, I think it was because she was so smart, I admired her ability to do so many things I could only dream about.

Yes I made a move on the girl my friend had already called dibs on (its a male thing) but we both agreed it worked out for the best. For our 5 year anniversary we stayed at the Novatel hotel in St kilda over looking the beach, we had fish n chips on the shore and watched the night sky before getting room service dessert. it was nothing over the top but relaxing.

There is so much on my mind I’m not sure how to sort it out.

I want to make a movie!

Someone please give me the determination and the energy to do so.

p.s. 2. Have fish and chips at the beach: completed