So my recent conclusion is this. People say money can’t buy you happiness and I suppose that’s true but I don’t want to buy happiness I want to buy things to make me happy dammit! I have this itch that can’t be scratched I need to make a movie I need to, it’s no longer a want it’s a need and if I don’t do it I will go insane (not might but will). So what it boils down to. I have everything I need (minus willing actors) to make a film but the computer I have is 8 years old and is struggling to keep up with my demand of processor speed and graphics not to mention the path of CGI I want to travel down. A 2,000 dollar computer will get me out of trouble a 6,000 computer would change my life. The things i would do to that computer! OOO YEAH!

So what I think I’m saying beneath all the dribble, my life needs direction, focus something i feel only getting back into film making will bring.