Saw some graffiti around camberwell saying “we will never think outside the brain” so deep so true.

also never break your glasses can be expensive to fix. say 300 dollars. it was good effort.

also have you ever noticed the picture of the cat on the kitty litter bag looks like the most satisfied cat on the planet. He must have taken one massive crap!

its my day off, so I sleep but due to not sleeping well lately I don’t sleep in much. So i get up and wonder downstairs to play playstation but it turns out the house is full of the housemate’s parents and family sleeping minus the housemate, so no games and back to bed. Now i spend my day off in the my room. thank you very much!

So my recent conclusion is this. People say money can’t buy you happiness and I suppose that’s true but I don’t want to buy happiness I want to buy things to make me happy dammit! I have this itch that can’t be scratched I need to make a movie I need to, it’s no longer a want it’s a need and if I don’t do it I will go insane (not might but will). So what it boils down to. I have everything I need (minus willing actors) to make a film but the computer I have is 8 years old and is struggling to keep up with my demand of processor speed and graphics not to mention the path of CGI I want to travel down. A 2,000 dollar computer will get me out of trouble a 6,000 computer would change my life. The things i would do to that computer! OOO YEAH!

So what I think I’m saying beneath all the dribble, my life needs direction, focus something i feel only getting back into film making will bring.