I find it harder and harder to focus and I have a lot to blame for it but my biggest problem is my lack of computers. I have three and between them I barely have one complete working computer.

My old girl optima desktop is fine a little out of date, small hard drive and semi-broken DVD burner and no Wifi or connection to the internet (Dial up doesn’t count).

My G4 imac that just doesn’t have enough power to run programs like Photoshop anymore because the latest versions are too big and demand to much of the system making it just a Mac with nothing on it really, its shame because I brought it for video editing but HD video captures too quick for the hard drive – resulting in a fail.

3rd computer is a hand-me-down dell from Nadine after buying new ram, keyboard and USB ports of eBay and rebuilding and formatting the bitch she still wont co-operate. The screen has 5 lines down the broken screen and no working USB or expansion ports and will only run 1gb of ram even though this model should run 2gb. The CD burner works on some brands of DVDs but not many and the hard drive is only 40gb.

Overall I fell like the computers are against me and my constant battle with them stops me from getting what I want to get done. Optima, G4 & Dell…. Fail.

Haven’t blogged for sometime now and I don’t really know why I’ve started blogging again, yet here I am. I hope to use this website as somewhere to vent and share my fascinating thoughts and such. Who knows really where we go from here we will just have to wait and see.