So lately i have been busy as with every aspec of my life… something that isnt a bad thing but just isnt good enough either. when theres nothing to do i’m bored and when i’m busy i want nothing to do and just sleep. its one or the other and at this rate i will never be happy.  today i did a locksmithing course… thats right i’m a locksmith now (jack of all trades – master of none) had 3 meetings with reps. did 4 orders. 2 meetings with boss’s, had 6 pallets of stock to put away and served maybe 20 customers. as well as opening and closing the store and counting tills at either end of the day. great. Okay.. so i’ll admit, i’m pretty damm good at my job. only because i try to be… when it comes down to it, there is people who are there for money and others who are there for the company, i’m there for the company. because those people  there for money haverent realised that being there for the company gets you more money…. because in the end everything comes down to money. what i’m trying to say i guess is where is the 2nd me because if my workload really needs to be split in two and not just given to anyone it needs to be given to someone like me who can deliver because when it really comes down to it the real problem is when your good a job you get given in and i’m good at so much and everyone else doesnt care… i’m not giving the job to someone who doesnt care so i get stuck with it…. and so we come full circle once again. so really….. i winge because i have too much responsabilty but refuse to get any to others because i think they are useless and cant handle it… i spose its a bit of a god complex…. or a complex of sorts.

it came to my attention the other day that people are stealing my movie names! there is now movies posted on youtube called Siamese Dreams…. so dont bother searching that to find my movies not and then i get a rather threatning comment on saving private scott… something about killing my dog and family…. because we stole his name of his movie even though saving private scott was made 6 years ago now (yeah didnt seem that long ago ey) so i thought i would check out his version… and it was a joke… so i made a comment of my own

” ajmcclure (5 days ago)
Did the guy filming have epilepsie or was he just plain retarted…. what a joke of a film.”

 I thourght was tasteful and totally clever….. needless to say…. they didn’t quickly replying.

” poopy116 (4 hours ago)
your gay go stick a pencil up ur butthole”

followed by:

” ramsx39
ajmcculure go die your like a 75 year old guy and you probbably rape little boyz you gay fag”

so… i think… maybe…. just maybe i might have possible pissed them off so i thourght i’d better reply and settle things a little bit.

“ajmcclure (10 seconds ago)

Why else would i be watching a film about little boys playing with toy guns. but these boys looked used and abused already, they may have taken it rough from behind from their daddys. or maybe their dogs.”

check it out and join the abuse if you will like… they can’t touch our version of saving private scott… because i blocked them. nice.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4vCGnw_XB9w